I have been having such a hard time trying to figure out what to blog for blogmas Day 17 and 18 since I missed yesterdays; well I was just reading JustTheBeginning-x blogmas post about babies during Christmas time and how those of us who have been trying to conceive for a while cope with the holidays.
Hubby and I have been trying to get pregnant for a while now and I am honestly at that point in my life where I no longer want to take pregnancy tests because I hate seeing negative on it. I’m so heartbroken at the fact that we can’t get pregnant as easily as we like and how we probably will have to go to infertility treatments in order to get pregnant.
I know for a fact that holidays are for sure more difficult for those of trying because we so badly wish that we had a little angel in our arms to celebrate with. For me, I try not to think about it…I try to focus on those who are in my life and be grateful for that.
For those of you who are trying, I am sending lots and lots of baby dust your way this Holiday season…
Happy Friday everyone. It’s been such a busy day for me, I just got off from working 12.5 hours and I’m exhausted! My little boo that I nanny for whose 8 months old is sick right now and it’s been rough. She’s usually such a happy baby but today she’s been miserable and it breaks my heart! She’s been cranky and very clingy, we spent a lot of time cuddling and she napped on me for every single nap, which I love but it’s hard to get anything done when I’m holding her. I hate it when babies are sick, I feel so helpless! I’m ready to drink some hot tea, relax and go to bed and get some much needed rest and hopefully be able to sleep in for a bit.
Have a great weekend 😊
As I mentioned before I started a new job 8 months ago today. I’m a nanny and I care for the most adorable 8 month old princess ever! I started off as her full time nanny when she first came home from the hospital (she was 5 days old.) I fell in love with her instantly and am so obsessed with her (my husband would disagree and say obsession doesn’t even begin to describe it haha.) This past weekend I didn’t see her for 3 days and I couldn’t wait to go in this morning to squeeze her. She was so excited to see me that we just sat on the rocking chair and cuddled and sang songs for a good 15 or so minutes. I love that she already recognizes me and gets so excited to see me on a daily basis. It’s so nice to finally have a job that I love and that I actually am so excited to go to work. My last family that I was with for 7 years, I loved them and I still love the kids, but the past 3 or so years, it just got stressful and there were days where I didn’t want to go to work. I was unhappy and I knew I had to move on and I’m so glad I found a family that I’m so happy with!